Mellisaaa beating yourself up isn't the answer either. The jerk is definately isn't worth a wonderful lady as yourself. He sounds like he has done this before and is well practiced. I wish I could say the right thing to make it all better but talking with us at Pixies and looking into yourself you will get thru this. Only that jerk can tell why he did it. You need to talk it out,cry with someone, hug someone and know that we at Pixies care. If you need to talk Pm me. May not have to right answers but have big shoulders.

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